Ημασταν συμφοιτητριες στο οικονομικο κολεγιο μαζι , ετος 1993-'94..όλα τα project με σλαϊτς ,μαζι πηγαινοερχομασταν στην Πάντειο , μαζι στη βιβλιοθηκη , μαζι στις εργασίες ,μαζι σε λογους στα αμφιθέατρα.....
Εγω πιστό παιδι του Θεου με εξαρτημενη τη ζωή μου απο αυτό...δεν μπορω να κρινω εγω για μενα αν ήταν ή ειναι "καθαρη" η ζωή μου ετσι κι αλλιως βουτηγμένοι στην αμαρτία γεννιόμαστε ολοι μας ...
Φυσικά όπου ειχα ευκαιρία για το Χριστό μιλουσα ....για την αγαπη Του, για τις Αρετές Του , για την Καλοσύνη , για την Χαρα που γεμίζει τον κόσμο...με άκουγες χωρίς να πολυμιλας...ουτε καν με κοιταγες
Δυσκολα χρόνια για μενα στην Αθηνα ...δουλεια και σχολη και διαβασμα...και σιγά σιγά ήρθες και αραίωσες τελείως ...εξαφανίστηκες ..χωρίς μια λέξη ...
Αρρωστησες βαρια και μόλις το έμαθα σε επισκέφθηκα στο νοσοκομείο ..και εκεί συνέβει κατι που δεν το περίμενα . μου ειπες ξεσπώντας σε κλάματα και αναφιλητά :
<< Ξέρεις Μαρία εγω φταίω που δεν ξανασυναντηθήκαμε ...εγώ ημουν η αιτία.Σε ζήλευα ...ενω ειχες τοσα οικονομικα προβληματα χαμογέλαγες , ενω σε επαιρνε ο υπνος απο την κουραση εκει εσυ πάλι απο την αρχη.....παντα και μιλουσες για αγαπη ..και φρόντιζες κ για την ψυχολογια των άλλων ..Ζηλευα Τρομερα.!!! ..Ζηλευα το Θεό σου !!!
Εγω ειχα το αγορι μου και καθε βραδυ σε παμπ σε ταβερνες , σε χορους και ειχα περισσότερη ζωη απο σενα....Χαρά δεν είχα όμως και ουτε έχω....Ενώ εσυ ήσουν σχολη - σπίτι - μονη Πετρακη με τον πνευματικό σου - δουλεια , κι ομως χαμογελουσες καθε μέρα. Και μάλιστα οταν "κοπηκες"
σε ένα μάθημα ειχες πει : "έχει ο Θεός"!!!
ΘΕΛΩ ΝΑ ΜΟΥ ΠΕΙΣ ΤΗ ΧΑΡΑ ΣΟΥ ΜΑΡΙΑ !!
ΘΕΛΩ ΝΑ ΤΗ ΒΡΩ ΚΙ ΕΓΩ >>
μου υπεθυμισες τη Δυναμη Της Ζωής ..μας !!!
σου χαμογελω Αθηνά μου !! σ'αγαπω πολυ !!
όμορφη η μερα σου και σε σενα !!!..καποια μερα θα τα πουμε απο "κοντα" !!!
το τραγουδι σου....και εκανες ΚΙ ΕΣΥ τα παντα για την αγαπη Αθηνα μου...!!
Meat Loaf - I would do anything for love
And I would do anything for love,
I'd run right into hell and back,
I would do anything for love,
I'll never lie to you and thats a fact.
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now
- Oh no - no way - I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that, I wont do that, anything for love,
I would do anything for love, I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that, I wont do that.
Some days it dont come easy,
Some days it dont come hard
Some days it dont come at all,
And these are the days that never end.
Some nights you breath fire,
Some nights your carved in ice,
Some nights your like nothing
I've ever seen before,
Or will again.
I've ever seen before,
Or will again.
Maybe Im crazy,
But it's crazy and it's true,
But it's crazy and it's true,
I know you can save me,
No one else can save me now but you.
No one else can save me now but you.
As long as the planets are turning,
As long as the stars are burning,
As long as your dreams are coming true -
You better believe it! -
You better believe it! -
That I would do anything for love,
And I'll be there until the final act -
I would do anything for love!
And I'll take a Vow and Seal a pact -
But I'll never forgive myself if we dont go all the way - Tonight -
I would do anything for love!
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that, I wont do that...
I would do anything for love,
Anything you've been dreaming of,
But I just wont do that...
Some days I pray for Silence,
Some days I pray for Soul,
Some days I just pray
to the God of Sex and Drums and Rock 'N' Roll.
to the God of Sex and Drums and Rock 'N' Roll.
Some nights I lose the feeling,
Some nights I lose control,
Some nights I just lose it all
when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls.
when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls.
Maybe I'm lonely,
And thats all I'm qualified to be,
And thats all I'm qualified to be,
There's just one and only,
The one and only promise I can keep.
The one and only promise I can keep.
As long as the wheels are turning,
As long as the fires are burning,
As long as your prayers are coming true -
You better believe it - !
You better believe it - !
That I would do anything for love!
And you know it's true and thats a fact,
I would do anything for love!
And there'll never be no turning back -
But I'll never do it better than I do it with you,
So long - So long - I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that, I wont do that!
I would do anything for love,
Anything you've been dreaming of,
But I just wont do that...
But I'll never stop dreaming of you
Everynight of my life - No Way -
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that, I wont do that!
Girl : Will you raise me up?
Will you help me down?
Will you help get me right out of this Godforsaken town?
Will you make it a little less cold?
Boy : I can do that!
I can do that!
Girl : Will you hold me sacred?
will you hold me tight?
Can you colorize my life
I'm so sick of black and white?
I'm so sick of black and white?
Can you make it a little less old?
Boy : I can do that!
I can do that!
Girl : Will you make me some magic,
with your own two hands?
with your own two hands?
Can you build an Emerald city
with these grains of sand?
with these grains of sand?
Can you give me something that I can take home?
Boy : I can do that!
I can do that!
Girl : Will you cater to every fantasy that I've got?
Will ya hose me down with holy water - if I get too hot - ?
Will you take me to places that I've never known?
Boy : I can do that!
I can do that!
Girl : Afert a while you'll forget everything,
It was a brief interlude,
And a midsummer night's fling,
And a midsummer night's fling,
And you'll see that it's time to move on.
Boy : I wont do that!
I wont do that!
Girl : I know the territory - I've been around,
It'll all turn to dust and we'll all fall down,
And sooner or later you'll be screwing around.
Boy : I wont do that!
I wont do that!
Anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I wont do that,
I wont do that.
I wont do that.
